Laney.......you are amazing and a wonderful mum, the boys will adjust and so will you. But my heart breaks because you sound so guilty and hard on yourself. You can do it.

KAM....I am sorry fam and friends didn't remember Isabel's birthday. I found it much harder to experience Amelias anniversary this year too. Steriods went ok.

I am currently in hossy. Had some fluid gush out this morning. No show, no blood, no pain, no contractions but in for observation esp with my history. I already miss HB like crazy. Hoping I get to go home tomorrow, still pregnant. FX.