Sorry I'm not too active in here I'm the same in my belly buddies group too, so it's not just you guys scaring me off
Aaanyway, I just wanted to share a little thought I just had in my buddies group that I can't put there... Someone mentioned that we're almost halfway there. I'm not thinking like that. I keep thinking "as soon as I hit 20 weeks, if I lose the baby it's another stillbirth." It just keeps happening - yeah, I am pretty confident that I'll get to take Cookie home at the end of this. But I'm almost resigned to thinking I'll lose him/her too. Not upset about it, mind, it's just like a fact type thing. Augh, hard to explain!