Laney - I love your new signature! Awesome news on your scan and seeing your ob. I am "scheduled" to have my cervical length checked every 2 weeks, but that scheduling is flexible depending on how anxious I am feeling.... Glad you got a reason for your dizziness, that BP is quite low. You did well with Grayson, and if your ob is like mine, they wouldn't have minded. My ob absolutely adores babies - in utero, newborn, older bubs and toddlers. Sometimes in an appointment if he hears them in the waiting room, he just stops, smiles and says something like, "just listen to that". I remember one of my scans, can't remember which pregnancy, we were looking for the fetal heartbeat - I was as nervous as anything, and then when I heard it, I went numb. I looked at my ob, and it was so evident that what he was hearing was just the greatest sound in the world. Seeing him revel in that magical moment, really helped me relax and enjoy it. You can do a 3 week wait!

M04 - awesome news on that HCG - I hope with those levels you feel just a little sick (but not too much)

Mummabec - OMG - I am just so amazed. You must seem like you are so close but so far away. I am sending you all my strength.

Ellie - good to hear that your scan and the trip to the big smoke went well.

JLK - congrats on the confirmation of your little girl. Well done! And of course on the good news from your scan. I am sorry you're family hurt you by not remembering. Family are weird sometimes. I was thinking yesterday that I am not sure if anyone in my family has actually asked me to talk about what happened and how I felt with each of my babies. Well except my brother who has an acquired brain injury, so he asks the same things repeatedly. It's so sweet that he asks and so hard to keep answering the same questions without getting annoyed. The rest of the fam don't refer to my babies by name or at all. They don't remember special dates. But, my mum calls me almost every day now I am not working and am at home resting. I suppose I can't have everything, and I am happy for the calls. One day when I am feeling stronger I will ask why. The aunt of mine who made such a beautiful memorial for my fur baby? Seems to be so distant with me now, but in part that's my doing because I know I have shut her out because she naggs me incessantly and won't listen to my answers and only stops nagging when she hears what she wants. So my strategy ( very mature) is to avoid her or to lie. I hate doing either. I have told her in the past how her badgering makes me feel, and it hasn't really changed her behaviour, but limiting her opporunities to do so seems to have worked. I don't know what else to do. I suppose really we are all stuck with family and friends, who we feel, could do things differently to help us on our journey. I wonder what things I could do differently to help my family and friends? Hmm food for thought.

Klee - amazing! I haven't moved in almost 10 years, and I never thought I would be in the one spot more than 12 months. I actually like it, perhaps its age? Or perhaps its just the accumulation of all sorts of memories within these 4 walls and surrounds? I know it became harder to contemplate a move after my darling furbaby died whilst we were away and my aunt set up a memorial garden for him in our back garden.

Starbright - hope you got some sleep and your bubba has stopped getting up at sparrow fart! Hopefully all goes well with the switch from day light savings. Enjoy the wedding. It sounds just right to have the celebrations over 2 days - might be less draining for you as well.

katiegirl - how are you doing?

AFM - apart from having plenty of time to ponder complex questions of relationships, I am feeling much better and my appetite and bowel function has returned. All of which is awesome. DH is away for work at the mo. Just a short trip, but it will be hard for me. I am pretty much alone here at home during the day - all my friends work or have toddlers, so they don't come over ( and I suppose I don't invite them either) Maybe I can work on that? Anyway, so it also means being alone at night , well not really alone, I have the 3 furbabies, but no human company planned. Anyway, see what I mean about too much time? Take care.