So sorry to hear what you are going through. I had a similar experience. On the 27/28 December I started with some watery pink colour on the toilet paper when I wiped and thought maybe it was some implantation bleeding and then early morning on the 29th December I started bleeding heavily and passed a few large clots with a massive amount of painful cramping. This continued for 3 days full on bleeding and passing more clots the next night. I couldn't stop crying after feeling so happy initially. The 4th day I still had some spotting but still bright red and after that nothing but cramping....which is continuing right now Its hard to stop thinking about it, I even had a dream about it where I found out I was initially pregnant with twins and one miscarried but I doubt that this would happen to me. We are now waiting a few mths to try again and focus on ourselves.

I really hope you are getting through this and thinking more positive. All the best!