Megan,
Congratulations - better late then never!
Lee sound like he is going great, and by the sounds of things, you are doing a great job, so, i am sure you will do equally well with another little one. I dont think you are alone in your feelings.
We are ttc, and as much as i want a girl, i probably want a boy more, which is strange, but, i think, we end up wanting what we already have, cause, sorta like, been there done it type thing. And besides, we have all the clothes!
You will do fine.
Look forward to seeing you back in the junies thread!