All your thoughts really mean a lot. I never imagined I'd be in this position, but I am so greatful for a place where I can just be and say exactly and know there are other people who understand.

I'm not really feeling anything right at the moment, not angry, or upset. Just a little sad and disappointed. I really wanted this baby. But, my extra sense knew there was something wrong, so I wasn't really shocked. i'm glad actually that i am on my own for a couple of days, because selfish or not, I just need to be quiet right now.

For all your well wishes, and sadness I am ever so greatful.