Oh god, other smokers!!!

I've nearly quit (were just TTC) down from 20 per day to 2 per day. And I feel guilty about that...

Its so goddamned hard...

But not just the pregnancy bit, but I don't want to be a smoking mum. I think it looks horrible and my parents smoke and i remember being little and associating the smell of their fingers (smokey) as 'their smell'