Dear Elle,
I'm very sorry for your loss. I know that it is very hard emotionaly. I found out fathers day last year that I was pregnant with my fourth child. Everything was great, until 4 weeks later I was rushed to hospital. My right tube had ruptured, with large amount of blood loss. I was a mess. With my other pregnancies I had a lot of problems too. After that my husband and I decided that he would have the snip...Three weeks before he went for surgery I found out that I was pregnant again. My doctor sent me for an ultrasound that day to make sure everything was where it should be.
I am now 22weeks into the pregnancy and everything is going great. I pray, that just for once everything will go ok till the end. I'll keep my fingers crossed...
I wish you all the very best. And take care