Normally I am quite confident and self assured, but for some reason this is shaking me up a bit. Maybe its the hormones????

I am starting to feel a bit nervous about telling people we are expecting because....

I am an older mum. 35.

Our two kids are a bit more grown up. 11 and 8.

I have been very vocal in years past about " no thats definately it. no more kids for us"

No one evens knows we were TTC let alone considering another child.

We have many friends who are not able to concieve, or have concieved but then experienced losses.

We want to keep it quiet as long as possible. But maybe this is just me chickening out and trying to delay the inevitable. I think I need some good old BB unconditional support and encouragement that you are all famous for!