yes it was amazing seeing what is the start of our baby, but its looking like a mc, they took we are it was negitive
took bloods and on monday have to have more taken to see if hcg levels have risen or fallen, its so unfair, the hospital looked at me so stupidly, even thou i was told by doctor surgery to go their and be checked out! i feel like a mess about everything specially going to the hospital cause i am only 3 to 4 weeks pregnant, but i had to have an anti d shot and made them give me one i dont want to ruin not concieving again, as my last baby was o+ and being negitive blood my body can kill off any pregnancy if bloods mix up and stuff.
my family have been great, my partner was making me laugh in hospital, and i know this sounds silly but toey as all hell for some really silly reason, so i got laughed at.
i hope my little angel is still their but if not i hope he or she is will be bought back to me in my next pregnancy, you just cant help but fall in love with the little beans and thinking about all the what if's. i think its something that will never go away.
thankyou for all the support, i will let you know what happens for certain, but one thing is the doc i had been seeing never did hcg level count so never going back to him he was never my baby doctor only saw him cause reception wouldnt fit me in.
thankyou all xxx