Oh Relle, i think its hard atm because you feel so *blah*. I know exactly where your coming from. DD wants to kick ball all the time and im like 'oh darl just hang on a bit'. Im so tired of late and because im carrying around little budha im get puffed quicker. Sometimes i wish we lived in suburbia again. Everything is a long walk here.

Im glad though that DD will be 4 and DS will be 18mnths. Im hopeing by that time he gets over his lazyiness and is walking. We will cope, only because we have to. Going to see fionajills bub yesterday made me realise how quickly they grow. Its like gee ds was that little 10months ago, god!!!. Doesnt help me that im still fully b/fng him to. Thats pretty draining but thats life i guess.