I found out in september of last year that i was having twins as we did IVF.
We were so execited and i started buying thing straight away having to buy for two.
We were getting scans every week because of it being a high risk pregnancy.
Our dreams were smashed at my 8weeks scan when we found out baby B had no heart beat and had stopped growing.
I was so so upset these things just dont happen to me but it did and i had to deal with it.
I still had one very healthy baby to think about but it just didnt seem important all i wanted was my other baby.
It was hard having future scans and seeing the sack. The sack never came away and it stayed attached to my other sack for the rest of my pregnancy.
3 weeks ago i gave birth to a very healthy baby girl so my story has a beautiful ending
but i still think about my little rose bud that never bloomed and one day i will tell my daughter the story that she was once a twin.
I had my first scan photo with the two sacks framed and i hung it up on her wall and its beautiful,it just gives me some sence of peace.




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