Thankyou so much for your kindness and encouragement .

I know this will be okay, it's just going to be a long road ahead yet. I'm finally seeing a new GP on Tuesday as well and hopefully will be able to get in to see an OB.

I've decided to not work for now (I mow lawns for a living) until the bleeding settles down. I know bedrest isn't scientifically proven, but I just don't feel right working when my placenta is starting to come away and I have this much bleeding. It's settle down a lot since I've stayed at home this week.

The pain comes and goes which is the most scary bit, more so than the bleeding, but every day more is another day closer to making it.

I have read that I have a 50/50 chance which seems like a good chance, I know there are possible complications with this problem although I am trying to ignore that side of it right now. Not because I'm not realistic, but because I honestly believe this will be okay, and to get through everyday, I have to believe it.

Thankyou all again for the support you've given me over subsequent threads now

ETA: I made a big step and made a ticker today! But I can't get it to show up other than the link lol