Hi everone,

Blahh... I look forward to DH coming home, and yet now he is here, I am still just as exhausted and now I am annoyed and cranky at DH. Seriously, it is like he is going out of his way to irriatate me (although I know it is unintentional), and I am feeling like I have somehow gained an extra child to nag! What is the point in him being there if I heave to tell him to do every single little thing, and usally have to repeat myself at least three times before he actually does it! Gah. He just doesn't think before he does stuff (like stirring up the kids so that the get in trouble, or waking me up for a cuddle because he is awake - forget that I am exhausted and need sleep; and of course when I get grumpy at him for it, I am the mean one, because he just wanted to cuddle!). I could go on and on, but I won't. It is just super frustrating, because I am at the end of my rope, and he is usually (mostly) very good at taking the pressure off and giving me a break. But it is like he has 'forgotten' how to do everything (and how not to do everything).

And he has gone way off track with his eating - and despite waking up every morning and saying he is going to count points today, he somehow doesn't and eats crap, and makes poor choices, and that makes it just that much harder for myself to do the right thing.

I am glad to have him back, but I wish he would realise that just because he is not at work, does not mean he is on holiday.