DaintreeDream, you are the absolute bestest mother for your two little girls. They have chosen you for your strength, your courage, your determination, your faith and your stubbornness to get through whatever is thrown at you.

Sure, this doesn't mean that life is fair. It sure sucks sometimes - and these few days are going to be those sometimes. I can totally understand your need and want to bring your little girl straight home, without the sometimes horrific NICU/SCN journey.

Not everyone can cope with what life throws at them. You are such an admirable mother to Matilda that I am sure you are going to be fabulous with Annabelle.

Feel free to vent, cry, grieve and laugh. And let me know if there is anything at all I can do for you.

Thinking of you, DH and Matilda. Oh and Annabelle too - courage, determination and faith, young lady!