Krissy - I do this also! As soon as he leaves the house to go away I will instantly start to have a panic attack and it gets to the point where I have to get out of the house and be where ppl are! I never used to be like that!!

Hollo - yeah I tell my self to JUST SNAP OUT OF IT WOMAN! And sometimes it works but other times it has no effect!!

Rach - thanks Ill be sure to take you up on that offer if I do get one line!!

I think I will try and make a few appointment for sat like get my nails done and get a preg massage - have some me time and see how I go.
I have my cousins 21st on the sat night so that will help occupy me for a while - its when I get home that i freak out - ill just get the dogs to sleep on the bed with me and keep my campany!!
Thanks ladies!