Hi kafer_girl,

If you are not normally like this then it definitely sounds like it's the hormones playing havoc with you and you are definitely not a weirdo. Some of the ladies have suggested having someone over at your place or are you able to stay at your mum's/sisters/friends place & make a night of it??
The other thing I can suggest is something creative to be able to express yourself & feelings, do you paint/knit/sew?? maybe you could do something for your little one?? Maybe max out the creditcard on stuff for the nursery?
Goodluck I hope you find a distraction & if I am online feel free to PM & we can go & chat etc...