Hun, you know you are missed in our BB group, but I understand too. Please know we are here for you, and would love to share the journey with you, no matter how rough. Each of us go through pregnancy with our own concerns, and issues, but at the end of the day we are all striving to the same goal, a baby in our arms. But of and when you are ready, ok. And even you you find it hard to be in the BB group, we are still here. xo