Sloane - Thank You. SO much. That is how I have been feeling about my BMI...
Hehehehe - maybe it is the same one!
I think if it is mentioned again next week I will say something about how it is making me feel...
It is like having to go through it all again. But in a much bigger way - I don't know that I can explain it but it's so raw...
Thank you again...

Evie - I do have my DS and I do want to make sure I have my new bundle so I am glad to get the care. Still a little overwhelming - I'm still in the headspace of being normal! I guess I just have to come to grips that this is normal for me...