I couldn't read this and not post. I promise you that your situation (being very pregnant, hormones going this way and that, this freaking heat, cabin fever, probably lack of sleep, uneasy family situation) is making everything so much harder to deal with and to a certain extend how you are feeling is a result of some really really tough circumstances. Cut yourself some slack, we are all going to have our good days and our bad days and when you are in the situation you are in the bad days are going to be worse and more frequent, and that is OK.
Seriously everyone has snapped at some point when things all got too much but it is OK, your DS will forget about the yelling soon enough.
But I think for today and tomorrow you need to talk to your GP or Ob or Beyond Blue. Please do that for us, and for you, and for your partner and for your DS.
Depression is a disease that can make you think and say things that you normally wouldn't think or say, so perhaps you need a little helping hand to get out of the depression you are in at the moment so you can think straight and make things a bit easier for yourself. Take care and I will be thinking of you...x
thank you everyone for your support and kind words!
I'm feeling much better tonight but still feeling quite depressed :-( my mum took toddler for the day and i got lots of rest and had time to think. now i just have to deal with mum being "so worried about me" and "you need to go see the doctor"!
I'm seeing the midwife tomorrow, we'll see. I am feeling more positive about the future now.
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