Good Morning all!

Happy Easter!!

I had a m/c last month at 5 weeks and now I have been very lucky to get a BFP this month and would be about 5.5 weeks today - I am coutning the first day of my M/C bleeding as my period as it happened so early- and I ovulated a bit latter than 14 days so that why the due date calcs say im a bit more along.

I am quite calm even tho I did have a m.c for our fist preg and I am trying to stay that way but I keep having a few irrational thoughts...

I have VERY sore boobs and I find myself touching them ALL the time so I know that they are still sore...

I tested Wed and got 2 lines and tested again on Sat (AF due) and there were 2 strong lines but I still feel like I need to test so I know it just hasnt disapreaed and im not preg any more...

I have a lot if stretching feelings and funny feeling in my tummy and when they stop for a while I feel like its over and I want to feel them again..

I have a bit of light nausea and I want it to get realy bad so I know im still preg..

I check my undies like a million times a day to seeif there is any blood...

Are these fears normal? Or did anyone have these feelings?? Im know that they are irrational and that it prob all ok - and if not that there isnt much I can do at this early stage anyway...

Im off to docs tomorrow - and I guess as I have had a M/C that Ill have blood tests for a while to check levels - thats scaring the pant off me too!!

Thanks for reading my irrational drivel!!

Kate
xox