:hugs: Aw it is so normal hun, I too check my knickers almost with a microscope even now at 12 weeks and am terrified of my scan this week, but I remember being the same with Iz. As I said in a previous post, I think we mums are programmed to worry about our beautiful babies from the time they are conceived until we die - that is what makes us such great mummies! I hope you can try to relax a little, that the next few weeks pass quickly and you can really enjoy your pregnancy!!