Just wanted to update you all, and thank you again for your support.

I just got back from the OB. Given the situation, they agreed to squeeze me in. While I was waiting I went in to the toilets.... and there was more blood and and I passed some tissue. All over. I came back out crying and the receptionists said the doc would do a scan anyway, which she did. She said that from comparing to yesterday's scan, that she could see that it was moving down/out, warned me that there will be more bleeding, but probably not too bad, and probably cramping. She said if it got too unbearable to go back in, but other wise to go back in next week to check whether I need a D&C (which she thinks I probably won't).

Now I have to face this new reality and figure out where to from here. Hopefully we'll be able to TTC again in the next few months. It just scares me that it took nearly 2 years to conceive DS, and I feel time ticking away. I'm also regretting telling our immediate families so early, cause I really don't want to talk to them about this right now.

But I'm just so grateful for my DS. He is such a blessing. I look at him and know that I can't fall apart over this. Well I'm trying not to.

Anyway, thanks again to all of you lovely ladies. I hope we all end up with the families we dream of.