wasn't sure where to post this, i don't remember feeling like this when pregnant with my first....
i just have no motivation, feel so tired, can't be bothered really doing anything and just want to mope around on the couch.... i look at my little girl and feel so sorry for her as i can hardly be bothered playing with her and have had the tv on Nick Junior so much lately.... nothing feels enjoyable anymore and everything is an effort.... i don't have any reason to feel this way which makes me feel all the more guilty.... we don't have any stresses at the moment and are in such a good position, i would be scared to tell anyone i'm feeling so down as i know they would think i am one of the luckiest people in the world, but for some reason i still feel so blaaaaah. i'm having a great pregnancy and should have nothing to complain about.
i just feel so guilty and think my daughter deserves more from me than what she is getting at the moment, but i can't muster up the motivation to be a better mum... i just want to lay in bed and disappear into a good book... i feel so selfish.
is this a normal part of being a hormonal pregnant woman, i honestly don't remember it last time. i feel like such a failure. i recently gave up my part time job recently which i wasn't enjoying to be a full time SAHM, not sure if this is having an impact.
any thoughts welcome i know this is a bit scattered.
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