thanks so much ladies had a big few days of thinking and processing what it is I'm actually upset about. I've got every Dr I see telling me to expect it again, my family etc telling me how they will help out when it happens, not if it happens, think it all just really got to me.

Spent today writing my birth plan for a full term birth, something I didnt get to do with DS. Also wrote a plan (well a what I would like to happen within reason) if we go into pre-term labour again. Really helped me feel back in power of my body and this pregnancy. Also spoke to DP, turns out he is just as anxious.

We're going to take it week by week, my new week starts on Thursday, so we'll doing a mini celebration for every week we make.

*Det reading your post about, you've been there before you knew you could handle it, really got me thinking. Its so right. It really changed my mind set. Thanks.

Georgi, Im so hanging out for 37 weeks, I'm counting down til then, not my actual due date lol. I feel so happy to have made it to 32 weeks at least if she is born now she can stay in my local hospital without having to go to the city 2.5hrs away. Totally understand about the B&H while shopping, I've taken to keeping towels etc in the car just in case my waters break for some peace of mind lol.