I just typed a bit letter to Michelle on here but my computer deleted it! UGH!

I was just writing not to beat yourself up about it. It is far worse to do that than to quit or not too quit. I don't have any idea how I quit, I smoked for around 15 years, and I have no idea what happened, except for massive m/s and being too nauseus to think about smoking after I stopped.... I had tried to quit around 5 times every year for the past 5 years, and even going to the point of telling DH that I had quit and hiding it from him for years. It was only the day that the blood test result came back that I realised that I was PG and I didn't smoke again. But thats not to say that if I still had a cig around I wouldn't smoke it right now! But I don't, so I can't.... Its been 20 weeks since I've had one...and I still think about it every day! So...don't beat yourself up! Its no good for you... as you know.

Christy