Hi, I found the first trimester of my 2nd pregnancy harder than my first. I was more stressed about losing the baby and refused to buy anything for bubs arrival until just this week at 22 weeks. I'd heard so many horror stories and had 2 small bleeds and i didn't want to get my hopes up but now I'm starting to relax a little bit. I don't think you ever really stop worrying though, until you deliver a healthy bub