I'm just wondering if I'm the only one who has felt this way. I'm not PG again yet, but I'm almost fearful of becoming PG again......fearful of how Jacob will cope with a sibling.

Is this abnormal? I love him so incredibly much, but I find myself worrying about how he will react if I become PG again....if he will be jealous, misbehave, if his sleeping patterns will be disturbed by a new baby (we have had some problems with this sleep over the past few months) etc. He also suffers with a bit of separation anxiety which makes me anxious about having another baby, as much as we want to, and have planned all along to have two children close together.

I am also fearful of how I will cope with looking after him whilst I am PG again.....will my PG be full of all the anxiety and depression just as it was the last time?

Has anyone else felt this way when they have been thinking about TTC again, are TTC again or are currently PG? Some days I find myself thinking that having another baby will be a great thing for him and our family, but other days I can't help but think that it's not such a crash hot idea and that perhaps we should wait? But then I find myself wondering just how long do we wait.....will my fears about this ever subside? To be honest, I don't think they will. I feel like these are things that will worry me no matter whether we do go ahead with trying now, or whether we wait. I'm a typical born worrier!!