DP definately wants to be around for his child. The worst thing is that we both still love each other and I don't think either of us wants it to end. There's just so much other stuff happening ATM. I keep hoping that this time we're taking apart will eventuate in us being together but I don't want to get my hopes up. My heart feels like it's been ripped out of my chest and I can't do anything without crying LOL.

I've never experienced such a painful break up before. Maybe I'm just extra emotional with the pregnancy and all?!? I think this is something that only time is going to heal but I'm not sure I can handle feeling this way and being this emtional for much longer. The sad thing is - it's only been a day LOL!?!?

And yes I have a wonderfully supportive family and close friends that will be able to help me through this. I wish I could just sleep :sleeping: away the next few weeks. And it all had to happen right before Christmas...