Hi,
I just thought i would let u all know that i unfortunately had a miscarriage over the weekend. I had light spotting on Thursday night and rushed to the hospital. After a 5 hour wait and a long night, the Doc's were happy to send me home and monitor me as the bleeding had stopped and i had no cramps what so ever through out it all. Then before i left i got my HcG levels back and they confirmed that the pregnancy had dropped down to 3200 ( i had had a 7 week scan and the pregnancy was definately viable). I knew that i didn't have much hope. On Friday i had an ultrasound and it confirmed that Bub had died. The measurements show 8-9 weeks (we would have been 11 weeks on Friday) but i had a doc appointment on Thursday (before it all started that evening) and he flickered over Bub's heartbeat so i'm a little confused? Yesterday was the most pain i have ever experienced during the actual miscarriage. I could not move as the 'contraction' like pains were coming every 2 mins and lasting 20-30 seconds.I had to go to hospital for morphine and they removed the yolk sac as it was stuck in my cervix causing the most unbearable contraction pains- worse than when i was induced with my DD.
So that's my sad story. I am sooo scared of trying again as i have lost two babies in less than 9 months. It is just so draining and leaves little hope for me. I know they are common but it feels like if we try again, i am just going to be let down and i can't bear to go through this again.
Does anyone have any advice for me? My DP and i really want a baby more than anything but i guess we are feeling scared as to what God has in store for us next.
Please if anyone has any sort of advice, it is definately welcomed. Best of luck to u all xo