thanks gang,

i cannot even try to get you to understand my head space right now. No matter which way things go, I firmly believe your never given more than you can handle.

Wanna here some thing completely unrelated but a little spooky .... if my miscarry never happened and I carried my last pregancy full term, that baby's due date of arrival is actually this Saturday 10th May.

We have worked out a way to get internet here in hospital without a wireless contract so should be able to get on a little more.

Thanks again everyone.

Nae x