Yep, having the same dilemma here too. Fell naturally, took 3 years. Still a bit scarred from the early days with dd and losing my mind. That coupled with terrible morning sickness. I am unsure if I can do it all again so unsure what to do. We aren't using any contraception and I have pcos and crazy long cycles. So bcp actually helps my symptoms, but I'm afraid if I go back on it it will take another 3 years to conceive should we decide to have another.