BW

I understand what you are going through. I've the same feelings (only posted something similar not so long ago myself). My feelings go up and down...I'll feel extreemly jealous of other pregnancy announcements, whether it be bubs number 1, 2 or more. And the jealous feelings are even stronger when they have been naturally conceived too. Then after the jealous feelings calm down abit I feel guilty for having been jealous and feel I should be happy for them and then finally realise I should be happy to have been blessed with Cameron - as some people don't have that yet (and for some sadly it possibly never will- oh that makes me sad now - ah the guilt feelings have now risen). So now when I hear a pregnancy announcement I try to remind myself immediately that I'm so lucky to have had Cameron...try to remind myself how blessed I am to have such a beautiful (and well behaved) little boy...yeah the jealousy is still there, but it's not as bad as what they could be I think.

It has taken me a few months to get here. Hopefully you can get to this 'place' I'm in soon too.