Numa - absolutely wonderful, happy news!!! so happy for you chick!!
yes i can relate to that feeling "like being in love" you think about it ALL day long....
that's how I feel..... you will get there, just take each day one day at a time and 'try' to be positive as much as you can. It's scary, I agree, i'm scared but also just enjoying every day because it's such a miracle.... and chances are, all will be fine in the end! I should see you over in the January threads yeah??

ETA - just read your other post, you are due same day as me!!!! Yay!!! so you're 5wks tomorrow as well!