Melissa I know some of what you are feeling, there is no way we could have a 'normal' pegnancy when we are LTTCers, its just a different pregnancy,not right or wrong. I 'know' I'm pregnant and that there is a baby in there ( god knows I have had enough u/s) but I still don't connect any of that information in my head yet, maybe I won't until the birth.

try and get your hands on a copy of 'IVF and Ever After', by Nichola Bedos, its about the emotional needs of families who go through ivf, I lot of it is about the pregnancy, birth and motherhood, and ways of coping with the stresses. One thing it has taught me is that all the feelings I am having a very normal, and that once you get your bfp you don't magically feel happy 24/7.

Best of luck for Monday, I'm sure your heart will melt when you see your little girls! I'm sorry you had to go through so much to get to this place xx