Aw babe, I know exactly how you feel...I'd go through this every few weeks of my pregnancy. I'd be fine for the week after a scan and then the next week the doubts and fear would creep in.

I think you should have forehead slapped your GP - what a thing to say to a scared prg woman!!

Hang in there...I found that having an ob who knew my history and how anxious I was helped, he let me come in as often as I wanted to have a quick scan done and I took full advantage of it! I lived from scan to scan and needed to see that heartbeat to get through those 9 months.

**ETA, sorry, posted at the same time - seeing that you live in a small town will make frequent scans hard I guess? Are you going with midwifery care at the local hospital? I'm sure talking to your midwife or dr (I hope it's not the GP?!) about how your feeling and asking for more frequent appoints will help keep your mind at ease.