scooby- dont think you are being silly....it's natural to have fear after your experiences and it's very hard for people outside those experiences to really get it. Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you as you get organised and sending you the best

I too have fear, lots of it...I keep wondering when/if I will truly be able to enjoy this pregnancy...at this point I am thinking perhaps a tiny bit after my first scan next week and then a bit more after the 12 week scan? hope so!