no cluckiness here - i think life has just shown me that we don't need another to be content - i love my girl, and would welcome another, but am content with just one

co sleeping worked last night - it didn't the night before. after a marathon screaming session where the only thing to comfort her was to sit in he middle of my bed, snuggled onto my shoulder/chest, rocking. we ended up snuggled off and on most of the night and got FIVE HOURS unbroken sleep! OMG - i feel like a new person! i NEVER EVER EVER want to hear that cry again. i was in tears.