Hi guys, I also thought I should join in here. I didn't think LTTTC would affect my post baby life, but I'm finding that it is and thought it would be nice to be among others in the same position.
So briefly, we were ttc for two years, three miscarriages in that time, one at 8 weeks and two chem pregnancies. There is infertility on both sides for us; DH has 96% anucleated sperm, which basically mean 96% of his sperm have no heads. Seeing as the head is where the genetic makeup is, the 96% are useless. I have polycystic ovaries, although apparently not the syndrome. I also have scarring in my uterus from an infection after a D&C, and suspected endo, which I was going to have a lap for but I fell pregnant with my DD instead
I thought that once I finally had my own baby, the feelings of jealously over women who could fall pregnant easily would at least dissipate, if not go away altogether. But Isla is 3 months old, and from the day she was born, that I've still found myself feeling jealous and resentful over people that fall easily. Does anyone else still feel that, and does it ever go away? Xx
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