Good morning everyone.

Just stopping in to say congrats to Bel and to say that i'm thinking of you all.

I'm having nightmares about going into labour early now that the C-section is only 2 sleeps away. I can't believe how early I'm going to have to be up on Saturday for a 7am operation (mind you, I doubt I'm going to sleep much on Friday night anyway).

Do you think it's normal to be kind of blocking it out at the moment? Everyone keeps asking "are you excited?" and I keep thinking maybe I should be more excited than I am. I had to force myself to go an sit in the baby's room yesterday. I think I might be in denial. It's not like I don't want the baby to be born, it's just really weird. My life is about to change forever and I'm scared that I won't be good enough for this child. I'm sure things will be different once the baby is born. Maybe I am still just waiting for something to go wrong.

Anyway - sorry about the selfish post. Hope you all have a great day.