Bel- just thought I'd say congrats in here too!! so thrilled for you

Nixon- i think your feelings are TOTALLY normal. When I was pregnant (even though I didnt get past the early stage) I had moments where I felt so anxious about whether we would be good parents, how life would be when the baby was born, the changes etc. And I really really wanted to have the baby. It's natural I think. I think sometimes when we've had a hard journey to get pregnant, we almost expect ourselves to be thrilled about it all the time. The things is we are thrilled, but other emotions also come to play, which are totally normal. You will be a great mum! you will do your best and it will be right. Noone is an expert after all.

all the best to the rest of you!

BG- not long now!!