Murph - congrats! if you need to talk PM me as I too had a very traumatic C-section and my boy had the cord wrapped aroung his neck to and went straight to special care on oxygen. It will take time to get past the trauma but remember if you hadnt had the c section perhaps your little one may have been in harms way.

BOC - thanks for remembering me on the list!

to all the ladies! i look foward to following you and one thing i have learned is, no matter how you give birth we are all ultimately striving for a healthy mum and bub.