wishing baby, sending you hugs love. i'm really sad to hear this one wasn't to be. But it did make me remember that we had the same thing last year, nearly to the date! a longed for BFP just before chrissy... and when it wasn't it hurt very bad. But i hope you can pick yourself up and find some joy over this festive season. good luck honey.

kyra- CONGRATS on the house love!!! that's just the best news!

Janie - i can't believe your little jasmine is 8 mths old!!! lol where did the time go?

Green - don't worry too much about trying to retain all that info. they'll guide you on the day and DH will probably remember more than you think We are the same re pethadine... that's the only thing i'm kaputing. Everything else is fair game... but last resort. I found the pain relief session only strengthened my desire for a natural birth as possible lol.

lani - any luck with the bouncing? i bounced half my day away.. didn't seemed to hve doen anything.

hi poppy hope you are well.

Mitf - where are you love?

g'days to Boc, LM, Rob, Seph, Saph, sonyalouise, paula and high pants and all the lurkers

have ob appnt today. Am feeling very down about this baby ever coming atm. Swelling was very bad yesterday and very painful but i did manage to get a lion and two fish painted lol. DH home for 2 days He told me last night while rubbing my back that it felt "eewww weird'' cos of the fluid i'm retaining... lol. then said "it feels like the bottom on your feet, but on your back'' hhhhmmm and tell me again, we keep these men around why? but slept like a log, bubba very quiet this morning so maybe that's a good thing. who freaking knows at this stage tho!