Hi girls,

I just wanted to pop in and say Merry Xmas to everyone. I glad everyone is healthy and happy.

Me, on the other hand, not doing so great. Our beloved little 2 1/2 year old Klein Spitz died last night. I am truely beyond devistated. Maybe a heart attack but we dont really know as he was alone at the time. I have never felt so guilty in my life, I feel like we failed him because he was by himself. No signs of a distress or struggle (no frothing at the mouth, no bulging eyes, no soiling) infact he looked still alive...

I dont know how I will get through this. I feel so bad for lil Blue because I know he is feeling my pain too, so that is making me feel even more guilty. I knew that losing a pet was hard but I never expected it to be THIS hard.

Oh dear, another crying jag... sorry to be such a drainer everyone...