Kahlan- Thanks for the shout out! I'm here reading but still not feeling the best.
Sorry for no personals. My mind is a jumble trying to just stay strong and focused on my little babies right now.
I still have old blood coming out. Slowed down a lot yesterday then I woke up this morning to more than I've had for a few days. I'm freaked out every minute of every day. I just can't bear to think that there is a chance I could lose these blessings. I have started to talk to my babies and tell them they are nice and strong and to keep growing and stay with us.
Had my 1st OB appointment yesterday. All went well. Am really happy and comfortable with him. He is going to try and get me to 37 weeks, but I'm aware that I could go earlier.
He did a scan yesterday as it was 9 days since the big bleed. Both babies looked perfect. Both heartbeats fast and strong. One baby was sleeping..DH says that's our girl! And the other was having a party (DH says that's our boy!) waving his arms around. The busy one measured 9 weeks, 6 days, which was 2 days ahead, so I was so relieved with that. The sleepy baby couldn't be measured cause of where she was lying.
I was so relieved to see they were both ok and so amazed to see one so busy moving already that I was in tears.
So while I was relieved to see all was ok, I'm still so scared. The OB explained that I had a threatened miscarriage and that I'm very lucky to have got through it. He is also hopeful that things will be ok now. I'm still just lying in bed relaxing and I'm really not bored. I know I'm doing my job right now in protecting my babies.
I just want so much for all of this old blood to stop so I can enjoy this pregnancy. I'm so sick of being scared.
Thanks for the thoughts, shout outs and kind words everyone. I'm reading everyday, but just not posting. I figure you don't all need to hear me everyday freaking out!
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