Hello lovely Bel and lovely babies! So so happy to hear things are going well. I know how tiring the fear and anxiety can be...you just want to be able to relax...but hang in there...hopefully once you are past the first tri you can relax a bit more. And as buliej says, it's perfectly normal to feel fear and anxiety with what you have been through and you are being really strong and handling it well, even though it must feel overwhelming sometimes. Your scan sounds amazing ..big hugs xx