hey

just letting you all know that i dont belong in here anymore

went for our 9 weeks scan yesterday to find an empty sac that measured 7 weeks
going in for D&C tomorrow morning.

am shattered and cant believe this has happend, how could this baby leave me without me knowing. i had no bleeding, no pain no nothing.

it hurts to breathe and my eyes are swollen shut from crying, all i want in my dd to come home, but the ex wont let her home cos "he wants to spend time with her"
i broke down in tears begging him to let her come home, so i can hold her and explain to her that the baby she so desperatly wants isnt going to be coming. i just want my dd home with me right now, this is so unfair and it just want my little baby back