I certainly know a bit about that one BW. I have had that mindset for ten years and that is a major habit to break let me tell you!!! I have still had those thoughts recently but with all the attention I have been getting locally about being pregnant I think it is finally sinking in. I dont know about losing those negative thoughts yet though, I still feel really "it's not fair" sometimes then I remeber how lucky I am that it is finally all coming true for us soon and someone else will be looking at me and maybe feeling that way. I just try to remember that everyone has their own issues and maybe I look like the luckiest person inthe world to them and I am completely oblivious to it cause it is just my everyday life YKWIM?
We are having our 12 week scan on monday arvo (at 12wks6days!) and I am more than a bit excited about it. It seems like only yesterday but sooo long ago when we had our 6 1/2 week scan. How different will the baby look now??? I am sooo looking forward to just seeing it again and hearing that heart beat. I am sure you all know what I mean. I am just about dancing around in excitement. Not looking forward to the hour long drive with a full bladder on the terrible road. very bumpy . Must practice pelvic floor excersises lol.lol. Actually I only have to drink 1/2litre of water this time. Is that normal? I had to have a whole litre when they did the scan on my ovaries for OHSS....
Just wondering.
Sazz