Londonmiss~ I really do hope that your bub comes before Friday,when mine should make its grand entrance via the sunroof at 8 am ish. I dont want you to be upset with me going before you.Im sending you HUGE labour vibes,so that im not in trouble.LOL. You do seem to be handling things very well though.Its understandable you are emotional and over it but i think your doing great.xx

As for me im counting down the days til Friday.As far as i know im to be at hospital at 7am and am second on the list.I will get a confirmation call on Thursday and i also have to head in on Thursday too,so i can get my blood grouped and held(in case of transfusion)...(no wonder im scared).
Yesterday i was having a really bad day,crying and being angry and moody but today after a long chat with the higher power via prayer,ive woken feeling more positive.Before that i was so scared of things going wrong,that i was focusing more on the operation being scary,than the gift of my baby.My fear had clouded the positives and the real reason behind the whole thing.
Im still scared but am focusing on everything going well,and being positive that this birth will be much easier and less stressful than my sons birth which frankly was a nightmare!

Well im off now.Heading to the post office and then might go for a drive to get out of the house and enjoy some sun.Dh is working night shift so maybe he will take me.My belly barely fits behind the steering wheel.Oh and i might check out what our car looks like with the installed baby seat in the back.Dh went to a fitting station and had it fitted yesterday but i stayed on the couch all day so i havnt seen it.We have our "baby on board" sign too,which dh said is on the window.cute.
Have a great day girls.xox