Thanks so much for responding ladies.

I wasn't LTTTC with my first and probably didn't have the knowledge that I do now- I think that made the journey easier?

Now I'm used to over analyzing every little thing- that it's driving me batty!

I'm POAS with a FRER 2 x daily- just to see the lines.

I've only got a 1-2 weeks on a digital- so that's worrying me too.

I know stressing is not going to help- but I can't help it